It must be hard for anyone to finally accept that the
kingdom that he once thought he ruled was a farce, and that he was not
really a king in the first place. Except
that Lance Armstrong is not just anyone – he is Lance Armstrong: the cancer
survivor, cycling icon, philanthropist and founder of Livestrong Foundation
that has raised hundreds of millions of dollars for cancer awareness.
Everything that he did though was built on a foundation of
lies. He was no super human; he was
simply a man who cheated with performance enhancing drugs (PED) to look like
one.
They say repeat a lie often and that lie becomes the
truth. Lance Armstrong used PEDs in his
first Tour de France win in 1999. He
must not have been convinced by then that he had to do it six more times, from
2000 to 2005 for an unprecedented 7 consecutive wins of the most prestigious and
most grueling cycling race in the world where riders have to cover, inside 21
days, some 3,200 kilometers (Manila to Baguio is roughly 200 kms) of road
across plains, valleys, hills and torturous climbs and perilous ascents over
the mountains of Alps and the Pyrenees.
By the time Lance Armstrong hoisted his 7th and
last Tour de France trophy in 2005, he had become a legend.
Unfortunately, he believed in his own legend, in his
kingdom, and in his invincibility. The
lie has now become his truth. And he defended
it with such ferocity that when one by one, people who have once worked with
him, rode with him, and even loved him began telling the truth – that he was a
cheat – he raised all legal, real or imagined (mostly imagined)issues to bully
them into silence. Some authorities who
may have unearthed irregularities suddenly became silent after suspicious
donations from Armstrong’s camp came in.
He called everyone a liar except himself.
But no lie that big can be forever denied. Armstrong would if he could. But when all investigations have led to his
dirty doorstep, there was no choice but to admit he fucked up. When all of his Tour De France wins were
rescinded, he knew he had nothing left but his pride, which was still
considerably high.
Again, trust Armstrong to be ahhmmm, strong. In his interview with Oprah, Armstrong
admitted using dope but made it sound that he was okay with it and bewildered
that the world was not. He even made cheating
sound so noble by claiming that he only did it to level the playing field –
implying that everyone else was into it.
He did repeatedly say that he was sorry. But his steely blue eyes and cold demeanor tell
me he is once again lying. Armstrong may
be a great liar just like Gloria, but just like Gloria, he is a poor actor when
it comes to telling the truth.
So what happens now?
Tour de France has become a tour de farce, and world class cyclists are
now, fairly or unfairly, under the mantle of suspicion as being world class
dopists. I suspect that Lance Armstrong
will bounce back, just like he did against cancer. But whether he is ever going to be
humbled? I doubt. His kingdom may have crumbled but the man who
created the lies has not.
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